if i knew today something might happen , how i wish there was no holiday .

why must everything turn out this way?

i dont understand , alot of things happened . just one day .

and it's like mins ago ... still so happy .

i dont know . i'm gonna share with twin tmr .

she's coming to my hse . ):

i dont know . i feel so ... upset .

i feel like dying )))):

i dunno .

thn morning met aunt and rest , despite my stomach

i thought it was just a minor thing .

end up , superb pain .

dad sent me to dunno what hospital , cos last time is clinic .

thn now change to hospital . :O

fxck . thn never go lo . cos scared the medicine to strong for me.

so tmr see-ing doctor ..

HAI . but this and the just now i talk abt it does not link . i dunno /

mayb it links ?

HAI . dunno la. felt superb no mood now .

dunno tmr how ...

HAI . rather not have this holiday )):

make everyone so no mood .

dunno is it i cause everything .

____ says i cause everything . i dunno la .

Feel superb sucky . and alone . i dunno .

i dont like it at all .

i feel so terrible . my stomach is superb pain .

i teared on the way home .

why must i always make everyone like that.

why things must turn out such ways ?

dont feel like talking so much . if it goes on , i think the water in my eyes

are going to drop as tears veh soon .

Ciaos ,