Pill , cant you see time flies so fast .

One moment i still considering whether should i text you not .

Next moment i alrd told you my feelings .

isnt it fast enough ?

Why cant time flies slower ?

So that we can think through wisely .

Why cant we be together thats what i think everyday whn i wake up .

Or mayb when i'm going to sleep , i will ask god ; why cant we be together (:

i just dont understand , why is everything like this ?

mayb my emo- going to come again -.-

bt that's not what i hope for certainly . Hai

Frankly i just dont like today .

When i came in , i just cant look into your eyes , but in the end , i pluck up my courage ,

and look at you , and wanted to smile (: , but why ?

why cant you look at me ? why must i be the one ?

i stood there , smiling , mayb next time i should do that to you , let's see how you feel ?

Did you did what you said on Msn ? ohwells , i help you says la :

you didnt even do what you says .

i shant says what you says on msn , lest you read my blog and think i am veh unreasonable .

i dont know la . i dont like today . somemore ytd just past.

guess what ? it's the day when i told you my feelings abt you .

but i think you wouldnt even rmb -.-

during the past few days , i took out the letters that i wanted to pass it to you before .

i thought twice before i made a conclusion .

This is my conclusion : I felt that i am real dumb , i felt i am silly , i felt i should not have love you to make my beautiful life into a darkness place , whr i cannot find anymore happiness .

know what ?

i am going to efl , real soon . and the first person i miss , is you . not my parents not my sister .

bt you ?

why cant my heart just love other ppl , why must it be you ?

if i become a doctor , i will cut open a person's heart and see what's going on in the heart .

if i become a scientist after i resign as doctor (HAHA) thn i will try to make something to resist a person from being so hurt . well , dont you think , it will be perfect this way .

gee , i not sure what i am talking abt too .

but whenever , i am emotional , whatever i says , i just type .

hai , go see ppl's blog ba ... mostly girls always the one who get hurt the most . not like you guys ,

get to have all you all want . i dont know , from what i see , that's my opinion .

Dont comment abt this post , cs it's my feelings ...

sianzxz , i just dont like the way you are to me now .

that's what i can says the most .

i hope next week , it will be better , i hope so . ):