Wednesday, February 18, 2009.
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Sorry guys , i am like writing my feelings down , i cant take it in my heart .
I think one day , i will even break down . cs nobody is there for me .
To give me suggestion . But i know some of you did , but i still felt helpless .
i think this kind of things , i have to solve myself no matter what .


this is the part from the song i wish to says to yooooous :

That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away





TO : HIM AGAIN . THE BASTARD HAPPYPILL . FUCKER .

You read the post alr ? Change your opinion about me la .
like i real care .
today memories of the time we message here and there came back again .
well i felt like i am a toy . i really felt that . dont you think so ?
i hate the way you are now ? treating like some fucking shit .
you everytime also let me lose face infronts of my fren .
cry there , smile there , no mood . all cs of you .
ppl ask me the reasons , they just says ? happypill ? i nvr answer i nvr says but why they know ?
is like you damn sia suay , know what ? cheebye .
Is like you have no face alr . if my frens see you on the streets , they straight away know that you are such a damn fucker . cs you keep hurting me .
hahaha (: think i am insane ?
well , i also think so ? but who is the one who cause all this ?
ask is i very emotional . but pls , which girl not emotional . yeahs la your ______. i shant says .
cs i know some ppl will know . and i shant make trouble .
but fucker i hope you change not just cs of me and to others .
i bet you hurt a lot of ppl la .
cheebye . i think you deserve the way you are now . i hope she didnt even agree to stead with you at first . so sia lan go with you .
she ownself also no face .
I dunno la .
this time , i feel like beating you up la .
si bei dulan with you .
i dunno la . pherhaps you dont even care .
but when you read this post . i am not the rebecca you know anymore .
i will tell myself to give up on you .
i just need not think of you and sooner ,
i will forget you .
it's ohkays , i feel damn happy without you nowadays .
well , girls are emotional after all ? see , i am happy .
one word to says before i end off :
i hope not just i getting hurt , happypill . cs you , i know a lot of girls got tell you or something ,
bt try not to hurt them . as in even if you dont like them -.- u no need so mean .
nehmind , i am insane alr . it's ohkays . as long as my frens are there , i hope i am fine .
this song well , describe the way i feel to you now .
nvr heard this song before ? thn hear it now .
go find out the lyrics too .
i dont wanna use anymore vulgar . it make my post not nice anymore ):












sooner or later i will forget abt you totally .



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