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Monday, February 9, 2009.
i swear k ? i nvr have any happy life from thn on . comments from jessica ! she said my blog was damn emo . hai , see la . rebecca ng ! ppl says you emo alr ! why you like that ?! a lot of ppl keep cheering you up ! cannot make ppl disappointed and worried b'cs of you! I'm sorry , if i keep making you all worried . this sucks life will still go on . but i will be happy on valentine , i swear ! aahahha (: what happens today ? sad or happy ? well , guess what .. obviously sad again -.- well , i manage to hold backmy tears during recess . but as for , dance .. i cant take it anymore. i give up holding back my tears . i cried eventually . still the same . i cry again . but what's the point ? he dont even know anything . hai nothing goonna change even if i cry . sometimes i am dumb , really dumb . friends around me tend to tell me : give up on him . but can i ? ohwells , i can't . if i can , i will forget about him long ago . this is our 5 months , since i fall in love with him on 7 sep . i still rmb everything but does he ? i doubt so . wtv , he is not worth my tear . but my heart doesnt seem so ? ): hai , why everything happening to me like that ? i dunno too . for me i feel that life : LIFE = Study , eat , sleep , go sch , cry . NO MEANING AT ALL ? dont you thinnk so . thn what must i live for? for fuckish him ? he makes me so hurt . but why i still want to forgive him? i cried b'cos of him , i felt that i make him feel annoying ? am i stupid or what ? ohminds , GLADYSLIM the dumb-est girl (ahhahaha) also said i'm stupid ? hai , i resign to fate . i guess i am really that dumb . even if i cry , will you know ? i purposely put my blog'url for you to go .. bt i dont even know whether you got go ? did you ? it does'nt matter to me anymore. my heart is dead . i cant feel anything . even if it's hurt , will you care about me ? will you ? |
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