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Friday, February 20, 2009.
sch _______. thn went tuition , mother si bei kao bei . damn cb . i really hate ytd real lot . alot alot . i hate sch nowadays . i dont feel like going to sch . i hate everyone . (: that's the post title for today (: I HATE EVERYONE (: except jellybeans ! they are always there for me no matter wht . JElly beans we will stand by each other ! :D we did not do anything wrong . so do not be afraid . we will face whatever outcomes together . forever , we are together . :D well ask me choose love or friendship ? still rmb joanne's question . i regret what i says . times changed that's my excuse . well , if ask again . my answer will be different . i choose friendships . after everything happen ytd , i can see that friendship can withstand anything . even how difficult is the outcome , nobody believes us , it's ohkays . we believe ourselves . :D forever , cs we did not even do anything . well , why i didnt choose love ? i thought last time i said love and friendship is equal :O sorry , i take my words back . i dont think love can be trustable . i dont think it will last long . as i dont even believe in true love b'cs of happypill . i dont treasure love so much now . back thn , maybe . dont you agree ? Beiiz ? see how much we have hurt in this process ? not just us ? maybe the whole lot of you ? dont you agree ? TO : A MAN THAT HURT ME LOTS OF TIME , HAPPYPILL . I just hate the way , you are right now . maybe cs i suan you abt playing , you rarely online . it's ohkays . you also like nvr talk to me-.- times changed , ppl also will change . dont take things for granted . sometimes , i real damn piss off . i should have forget you long ago . thn now . i waste lots of my time on you ? but what do i get ? hurt ? emoness ? hate you ? i dunno . all this is you are the cause of everything . dont ask me why ? I bet you will be thinking ? i also nvr says or do anything . fine . thnn just think is not your fault all right ? just think is cs my fuck temper that's why . all right ? happy ? ai ya , i dont even need to says la . cs i know you will not be reading my blog . cs in reality , you alr heck me . you still will read my blog meh ? today my cb temptation come . i kept thinking . should i write i love happypill or should i write i hate happypill ? i kept thinking . Beiiz , ask me not think anymore just write : guess what ? she wrote : i hate happypill <3 on my hand ? see , cant you see everything ? i dont need to think . my friends think for me . they helped me to forget abt you totally . now my foolscap and all , got your name : i hate you ______. i keep telling myself you are not worth my sadness . other ppl do . fuckk you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate you , i swear . let's see la , who can hold longer ? who going to be the first move to text again . well this time , change your method . text me says something . dont keep saying i bored . if you said that , be glad that i replied . but do not be happy as i will be forwarding you this : FUCK you la , cheebye (: with a little smiley face to make the message nicer . it's ohkays we nvr message , i cant be bothered anymore . cheebye , out you go of my life . What i wrote on my phone's note : No matter what , I have to forget yoous . Cb. Get out of my life . I dont wanna see you anymore . I swear (; I hate you to the core (heart) . doesnt it sounds nice ? maybe , maybe not . Chengmin said this to me ytd , when i heell damn angry . he said this : Dont let this thing spoil your day . Sad or happy also same . Your choice . ohwells , i find it meaningful ! (: thanks chengmin . you're always there for me :D i have lots of wonderful friends , maybe one day i will write down every name . (: Be sure to see the post , see whether got your name . :D all right enough of everything , vulgar and all , NO NO. hahaha (: all right , today's was better . sch election for councilor , yepp . thn after that , some shows at hall . thn ltr class . i feel very sleepy lately . ahahah (: maybe cs i at night very late thn sleep ? gee . ahahah :D thn just now also took nap :D gee , well , tomorrow i going cut hair .(: coolzzz ? i want a nicer hairstyle thn the one now i having ? I dont wanna cut bangss!!!!!! eeeeyer . ahahah (: i dunno ley . hmmm , i want curl my fringe ? or should i perm big waves ? (; cool ? i hoope so , mummy says big waves / curl , very troublesome lo . sianzzxzx . i dunno also . mayb i going there to trim my hair . thn Beiiz also going to cut hair tomorrow :D thn my back now got sesame street big bird tatoos !! ahhaha :D mee , gracia , gladys same (: i hoppe my whole clique also have :D hahaha all right , after cut hair i think i mayb meeting Beiiz . see how first ba ... :D |
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